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This goes out to the one that I never had. . . w4m You have been on my mind as of late. It's beginning to drive me insane because I don't quite understand why. There is a very beautiful song by Tamia titled "Almost " and in this song she sings. . .
" How can you miss what you've never had?", "How can you reminisce when there is no past?"," I miss the times that we use to kiss, at least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce. "
You & I never were. (we were both punks for never saying what we felt) As much as some people wanted things to happen, it never did come to fruition. Although I wish that it had, at least for a while, because maybe just once I would have been able to make love to you or have been able to kiss you just one more time and that would allow me to sit back and reminisce. Chapter completely closed. We never took a chance on one another and it worked out for the best. Yet and still lately there are thoughts that run through my head, wishes, would've, should've, could've that have divorced mature ready sex encounter married wives been keeping me trapped in the past. I know that you may never read this and even if you do you may not know that I'm talking about you. I just want to let go and this is my attempt at making it happen. Maybe you will read it and know that I am speaking of you, maybe not, either way you as the reader are loved and adored by someone so make sure all those that you love know that you love them. Best wishes to all that read this!
P.S. To my one that I never had. . ..you have the most gorgeous smile. Even when we were really small kids I loved your smile and that is the one thing I will always remember about you. Thanks for understanding that I just need to get this off my chest.